We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

On The Other Side

by Cam Caruso

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $10 USD  or more

     

1.
I don’t know what to believe in I don’t know who to trust I don’t know if I should go left or right Cause both paths are in the dark Fear adds fuel to the fire And the news sparks the flame Telling us that we should go black or blue But all three have room to change I don’t claim to have all the answers But just listen to me right now We should start to look after each other Or else we will all die alone Put aside all the differences they laid out To tear us all apart Then just maybe we will live in a better world I don’t know what to believe in I don’t know who to trust I don’t know which divine power to choose ‘Cause not all of them are right Saying who is accepted Saying who you should love And they want to have more say in our laws Yet they don’t want to pay the toll I don’t claim to have all the answers But just listen to me right now We should start to look after each other Or else we will all die alone Put aside all the differences they laid out To tear us all apart Then just maybe we will live in a better world We take we take and give back nothing x4 I don’t what to believe in I don’t know who to trust Should I spill my blood to fill up my car Cause that’s why we go to war There’s so much we don’t There’s so much left un-seen Yet we wondering why they put up a fight ‘Cause we are the ones to blame I don’t claim to have all the answers But just listen to me right now We should start to look after each other Or else we will all die alone Put aside all the differences they laid out To tear us all apart Then just maybe we will live in a better world I don’t know what to believe in I don’t know who to trust I don’t know which way to keep on movin’ ‘Cause everyone is in the dark
2.
Hypnotized 03:34
You don’t know what you do You don’t know what you’re doing to me Your beauty fills up the room With a sense of ecstasy Your lips, your voice and all your curves The way you move to the beat It stimulate all my nerves But I don’t know if I can handle the heat So My body freezes up in place I’m speechless and I’m lost in time And it’s crazy that you’re unaware Unaware that I’m Hypnotized by your eyes That see right through me Scared that your hair Will be the last thing I see Before I am Blinded by reality But I know that you’re too good for me Tú no sabes lo que haces Tú no sabes lo que estás haciendo a mí Estoy hablando otros idiomas que no son familiares para mí Then my body freezes up in place I’m speechless and I’m lost in time It’s crazy that you’re unaware Unaware that I’m Hypnotized by your eyes That see right through me Scared that your hair Will be the last thing I see Before I am Blinded by reality But I know that you’re too good for me And it’s crazy that you’re unaware Unaware that I’m Hypnotized by your eyes That see right through me Scared that your hair Will be the last thing I see Before I am Blinded by reality But I know that you’re too good for me
3.
Hey girl I can’t get past your beauty You look like someone right out of a movie And I would like to meet you girl But maybe There could be more to this story Than just “what ifs”, no it won’t be Cause I want to know you girl Hey Girl I want to see the things that make you human When your days are dark and gloomy So you know I’ll be there girl I want to Be there for you when you’re crying Cuz there’s just no denying I want to care for that girl It seems easy to pretend To see your face again But It’s not, it’s not So when you cannot sleep at night I’ll hold oh so tight Good-night, good-night I wanna know more about You, and if there could be more for Us, So I don’t leave behind Another regret in the back of my mind. I could potentially fall for You and see what fate has planned for Us and I’m no longer blind ‘Cause you could be the one I’m supposed to find. Hey girl I wanna be there when you wake up With your bed head and no make-up Yeah I want to see that girl You know I’d be willing to go where you go From Miami to San Francisco Yeah you can count on me to be there girl And if we have some ups and downs We’re no kings and queens with crowns So what, so what And friends would ask if it’s okay And worth it, we will say It was, it was I wanna know more about You, and if there could be more for Us, So I don’t leave behind Another regret in the back of my mind. I could potentially fall for You and see what fate has planned for Us and I’m no longer blind ‘Cause you could be the one I’m supposed to find. It’s easy to say we could go our own separate ways In time this could work We can go at our own pace We don’t need to rush this Or else we’ll crumble as we stand So let’s take it slow and grab my hand I wanna know more about You, and if there could be more for Us, So I don’t leave behind Another regret in the back of my mind. I could potentially fall for You and see what fate has planned for Us and I’m no longer blind ‘Cause you could be the one I’m supposed to find. Hey girl I can’t get past your beauty You look like someone right of a movie And I would like to meet you girl
4.
Safeguard 04:42
I am the one to lift you up when you are down I’ve picked the pieces up from your broken crown I’ve talked you off the ledge more often than not I’ve always kept you out of the dark But you’ve kept me at bay for all of these years Even when I got you to smile through the tears Those tears were from everyone other than me I’ll always mend your broken heart Yeah I can be your safeguard And become your fire Your burning red desire No longer a shadow Waiting for us It can be you and me No longer alone The wait is over let me stand by your thrown You’re chasing separate people you think are one You lost them both right from the fire of the gun I know I only fit one half of that dream But if you don’t want me in this form You don’t deserve me if I reform I won’t be your fire Your burning red desire No longer a shadow I’ll cast my own It could have been you and me Versus alone I could have been the one to stand by your thrown Instead you’ll be in solitude at your thrown And I will not wait For you to wake up When I move on And you realize that I was there all along To become your fire Your burning red desire No longer a shadow I’ve made my own It would be you and me But now you’re alone I could have been the one to stand by your thrown Instead you’ll be in solitude all alone You had the chance to let me stand by your thrown
5.
On the other side I have realized that you’ve gone But I know I tried And eventually I caught on Plus I should have known This is how we became good friends Talking on the phone Tensions rising high in the end Rejected promises are all that’s left On the other side Now I realize all the pain All the tears I cried All our memories down the drain Now I wonder why Why it had to end the same way Now my eyes are dry Finally I see past your game Lonely holidays are all I have Empty reasons are why you left Maybe I loved you too much Maybe I was too far to touch Maybe I was just for show But I wanted you to know Every single word I said Every single path I led Had a purpose with you here Now they have disappeared I could not have been more wrong Thinking we would last so long On the other side I see it wasn’t meant to be Was it in your pride To know I would tear from the seam Cutting all the chains I can finally be at ease I cannot complain I can finally feel the breeze Now I can move on with all I have I will not let you get in my head Maybe I loved you too much Maybe I was too far to touch Maybe I was just for show But I wanted you to know Every single word I said Every single path I led Had a purpose with you here Now they have disappeared I could not have been more wrong Thinking we would last so long x2
6.
Black Mamba 05:45
From a distance you’re as pure as the blue sky I wanna be your charmer and the apple of your eye As you slither through trees and branches alike I saw your tricks before you went to strike Black Mamba, ooh Black Mamba I almost fell under your toxic spell But every now again my mind tends to dwell On the thought of your unbreakable charm Almost enough to bear my arms Black Mamba, ooh Black Mamba I want to feel your lips before the bite Then dance with the devil in the pale mooonlight I wanna feel your venom through my veins Since there is no pleasure without the pain Your deception leaves me in despair The more I crave the less I care But I’m not your prey. I don’t need that trauma I’ll try to keep a distance from you, oh black mamba. Oh black mamba, oh black mamba, of black mamba Now I know it’s not worth taking the chance But catch myself taking a second glance Your hiss always rings in the back of my head But it’s better to wonder than it is to be dead Black Mamba, ooh Black Mamba I others who have fallen before That’s why I don’t come back to ask for more A friend of mine once became your slave Now he’s nothing more than a walking grave Black Mamba, ooh Black Mamba I want to feel your lips before the bite Then dance with the devil in the pale mooonlight I wanna feel your venom run through my veins Since there is no pleasure without the pain Your deception leaves me in despair The more I crave the less I care But I’m not your prey. I don’t need that trauma I’ll try to keep a distance from you, oh black mamba. Oh black mamba, oh black mamba, of black mamba I want to feel your lips before the bite Then dance with the devil in the pale mooonlight I wanna feel your venom run through my veins Since there is no pleasure without the pain Your deception leaves me in despair The more I crave the less I care But I’m not your prey. I don’t need that trauma I’ll try to keep a distance from you, oh black mamba. Oh black mamba, oh black mamba, of black mamba
7.
One and Only 03:58
With every song I’ve had someone on my mind Thinking they were the one I’m supposed to find But now they’re just songs for everyone’s pleasure Bringing me further to someone I could treasure This only proves how fast I fall When it’s not worth it at all But knowing only that my heart Was deceiving from the start When logics never failed me yet My foolish ways I won’t forget I cannot make that same mistake ‘Cause all that’s left is heartbreak So am I bound to live This life alone Do I not deserve To call someone my own Can someone out there hear me? ‘Cause I am ready for My one and only To walk in through that door. On top of that, society’s not on my side When will things change with a rising tide? From magazines to TV shows I see the negativity everywhere I go They say “Look like this” and “Talk like that” Or you’ll be dissed in the aftermath Others say “What’s important is on the inside” Yeah, That’s gotten me further from the ride Should I learn how to play along Forget the feelings in my songs Or would that be a mistake Leading to more heartbreak So am I bound to live This life alone Do I not deserve To call someone my own Can someone out there hear me? ‘Cause I am ready for My one and only To walk in through that door. So much for all those other songs I’m concluding I was in the wrong I’ve learned from all of my mistakes Goodbye to all my heartbreak So am I bound to live This life alone Do I not deserve To call someone my own Can someone out there hear me? ‘Cause I am ready for My one and only To walk in through that door.
8.
At the edge of oblivion In the heart of the unknown I cannot shake the feeling That I’m out here on my own Everything is in chaos It feels like there’s no hope I can’t help but feel so lost Cause I’m so far from home When the darkness closes in And the pain just doesn’t end I need you here When I start to fall down And can’t get off the ground I need you here Yeah I need you here At the edge of oblivion In the dark, dark, shadows I can feel you here with me Almost like you’re a ghost And I feel your loving arms They hold me in so tight I know I’m safe from harm And everything is alright When the darkness closes in And the pain just doesn’t end I need you here When I start to fall down And can’t get off the ground I need you here Yeah I need you here Though the storm rages on You show me that dawn Is just on the horizon When I’m floating astray You show me the way And bring me back to you When the darkness closes in And the pain just doesn’t end I need you here When I start to fall down And can’t get off the ground I need you here Yeah I need you here At the edge of oblivion In the heart of the unknown I feel you beside me And I don’t feel so alone.
9.
Let’s escape for a little while Where all I can see is your beautiful smile We’ll dance under the moon in our own little world And it won’t take long to really see That in this little world it’s just you and me And I couldn’t be happier with any other girl And I wouldn’t leave without you So let’s close our eyes and Pretend that we are A million miles away And let’s pretends that we’re driving Into the sunset A million miles away Cause’ there’s a whole lot of things to see In the world of you and me Let’s escape for a little while Where nothing we do can cramp our style We’ll lie under the stars in our own little world We can always laugh but never have to cry We’ll never ever have to say goodbye Cause I wouldn’t be happier with any other girl And I wouldn’t leave without you So let’s close our eyes and Pretend that we are A million miles away And let’s pretends that we’re driving Into the sunset A million miles away Cause’ there’s a whole lot of things to see In the world of you and me And when it’s all said and done I’ll breathe out my final breath I’ll close my eyes And wait in our world for you to come back again So let’s close our eyes and Pretend that we are A million miles away And let’s pretends that we’re driving Into the sunset A million miles away Cause’ there’s a whole lot of things to see In the world of you and me
10.
A silhouette and a broken heart Towers rise then they fall apart in time When they're past their prime Curtains close on your humble stage Pass the torch to put out the flame for now And take a bow Can you hear the applause for you From all your friends and family on cue Empty chair, television on Conclusions could have been overdrawn who knows But it was time to go Reaching out for the brighter light Seeing more than the black and white we made They seem to fade Did you feel lifted off your feet And gravity was only a bad dream Did the pictures of your great grand son Comfort you when your final breath was done What about now Some of us didn't get to say goodbye But it's over now Don't worry about us we’ll be just fine So Be careful now We will see you when it's our time to fly Watch your head when you pass the clouds After ascending from this broken crowded town And don't look down You'll be missed by a thousand souls With every bond you made you stole their hearts Right from the start Did you and your love reunite After all seven years when he took flight Did your brother and sister meet you there With your mom and dad and the man upstairs What about now Some of us didn't get to say goodbye But it's over now Don't worry about us we’ll be just fine So Be careful now We will see you when it's our time to fly Will you be watching over me When my life has gone slightly out of key Could I look up and talk to you When things are looking down become blue What about now Some of us didn't get to say goodbye But it's over now Don't worry about us we’ll be just fine So Be careful now We will see you when it's our time to fly Be careful now

about

This album was a senior capstone project at SUNY Oswego. All tracks were recorded and mixed in Tyler Hall at SUNY Oswego.

credits

released October 20, 2017

Produced by Cam Caruso
Engineered and Mixed by Cam Caruso & Derek Greenough
Mastered by Patrick MacDougall @ SubCat Studios

Photography, Artwork, and Design by Lauren Dafoe

Special thanks to Dan Wood, Todd Graber, Derek Greenough, Josh Russell, Patrick MacDougall, Jeff Murray, Taylor Ricks, Angela Russell, John McConnell, Ron Castaldo, Kyle Osmun, Phill Kovach, Colton Dryden, Zemiah Phrance, Gina Holsopple, Lauren Dafoe, Connar Dryden, Gary Carpentier, Jordan Crapser, Michael DeLeon, Joe Ruggio, Courtney Osmun, Michael Moss, Olivia Flint, Lauren Dawson, Mike McKean, my sister, Aryelle, and my parents, Romey and Karen. This would not have happened without your love and support.

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Cam Caruso Oswego, New York

contact / help

Contact Cam Caruso

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like Cam Caruso, you may also like: